a friend asked me why I've been writing all of these deep ideas, concepts and the like.
here's my answer.
i use this blog to help formulate some ideas that get stuck in my head.
but also for another reason;
I've been doing alot of thinking, and here's the best way to explain where i am in my life right now: i woulden't all this the morning of my life, rather about the "6am"like time. where every one is starting to wake up, some have gotten up earlier, some won't be getting up till 5 pm, and by then it will be far to late, and some will never wake up. I've been lying in bed since 4, and slowly becoming conscious, and thinking what i am going to do with my day. a few days ago i truly woke up, and currently i'm ling in bed, trying to finalize my day.
Showing posts with label randomness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label randomness. Show all posts
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
a day of philosophizeing
today i had a long ass walk. the significance of such walks is that i end up thinking really deeply about the nature of the world we live in
the top aphanies that i had today:
that the arts are like a legend. they start with a simple tail, or story, or concept. and they are the truth. but with each retelling, each verbal recounting, the tale grows, and emphasizes the horrors of the tragedy, the greatness of the actions of heroes, and yet, they too are true
that people are like the stars and planets of the heavens. each one is different. some are balls of bright flaming gas, while other are frozen hell holes, while some are paradise incarnate. each is unique. but if you were to lesson the gap between them, make the hell holes more bearable, but paradise less so it is essayer to bring all of them further up. and their uniqueness will not vanish, but return tenfold with the advance meant of the whole
and yet at the same time, people are like French fries. some are awesome and curly and taste like heaven, some are gurby, mass manufactured and tasteless, while some , like home fries, appear to express the true nature of the fries, almost as to be entirely different. but fires are still fires, no matter what you call them, hide their flavor behind ketchup and other sauces, group them with hamburgers, cover them in yummy animal styleness, they are in the end: just fires, no more, no less
the top aphanies that i had today:
that the arts are like a legend. they start with a simple tail, or story, or concept. and they are the truth. but with each retelling, each verbal recounting, the tale grows, and emphasizes the horrors of the tragedy, the greatness of the actions of heroes, and yet, they too are true
that people are like the stars and planets of the heavens. each one is different. some are balls of bright flaming gas, while other are frozen hell holes, while some are paradise incarnate. each is unique. but if you were to lesson the gap between them, make the hell holes more bearable, but paradise less so it is essayer to bring all of them further up. and their uniqueness will not vanish, but return tenfold with the advance meant of the whole
and yet at the same time, people are like French fries. some are awesome and curly and taste like heaven, some are gurby, mass manufactured and tasteless, while some , like home fries, appear to express the true nature of the fries, almost as to be entirely different. but fires are still fires, no matter what you call them, hide their flavor behind ketchup and other sauces, group them with hamburgers, cover them in yummy animal styleness, they are in the end: just fires, no more, no less
Monday, July 5, 2010
4th july
well well well!
awesome sauce stuff happened.
it all started with waking up at 12:07 and realized that i said i was going to a picnic at 12 with Tiona and Gina and well to make a long story short it really didn't start till like 2, so i was only 20min late(i blame the bus).and we hung out at the park for awhile talking and eating, then it was getting hella cold and stuff, so we headed back to my place (it was the closest) and we Hung out and watch Alex reads twilight and other YouTube stuff. so like around 5 they both left, and i was just Reading when my home boy will called me up and we deiced to try to gather some ppls, and we kinda failed at that,so we ended up going to Eli and jay's party at like 12:00, and it was awesome. met this awesome girl called Kenrda, and we were playing apples to apples and lighting fire works and stuff; it was awesome.buttt Willem is a light weight and quickly got very drunk, much to the rest of our amusement.
he spent 1/2 an hour chasing Eli, trying to steal his pants.after awhile of randomne stupid stuff like this, i deiced it was time to take will back to my place so he could crash/recover. i enlsted Kendra to help he, and after an hour of threathing, pleading, and dragging willem we Finlay got him to my house, after tucking him in to bead, me and Kendra had this awesome 5 hour long conversation,gah it was great. i made eggs for all three of us, and then we spent like an hour at borders and shit. after that we all went our spreate ways.
it was awesome
awesome sauce stuff happened.
it all started with waking up at 12:07 and realized that i said i was going to a picnic at 12 with Tiona and Gina and well to make a long story short it really didn't start till like 2, so i was only 20min late(i blame the bus).and we hung out at the park for awhile talking and eating, then it was getting hella cold and stuff, so we headed back to my place (it was the closest) and we Hung out and watch Alex reads twilight and other YouTube stuff. so like around 5 they both left, and i was just Reading when my home boy will called me up and we deiced to try to gather some ppls, and we kinda failed at that,so we ended up going to Eli and jay's party at like 12:00, and it was awesome. met this awesome girl called Kenrda, and we were playing apples to apples and lighting fire works and stuff; it was awesome.buttt Willem is a light weight and quickly got very drunk, much to the rest of our amusement.
he spent 1/2 an hour chasing Eli, trying to steal his pants.after awhile of randomne stupid stuff like this, i deiced it was time to take will back to my place so he could crash/recover. i enlsted Kendra to help he, and after an hour of threathing, pleading, and dragging willem we Finlay got him to my house, after tucking him in to bead, me and Kendra had this awesome 5 hour long conversation,gah it was great. i made eggs for all three of us, and then we spent like an hour at borders and shit. after that we all went our spreate ways.
it was awesome
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
mind over matter
ok so the reason i've not had a post in a while is partly cuz i've been really busy, but more becouse i've been in a fuck load of pain. aprently i have have something called acid reflex, where the acid in my stumech is coming up my asphogus, and that means, beside hurting all the time, when ever i drink or eat it feels like i've been stabed. yeah. it sucks. but now i'm on some pain meds and anti-acids, so i'll be fine(hopefuly) in about a week.
but while this has been going on, i've been thinking about one of my apiffany's from a while back-the idea of mind over matter. the idea that you can ignore pain, and push your self farhter then you should normaly go, by using your mind to block out pain, and wearyness. this idea has help my so much thorugh out my life, like this week with this painfull shit. i ignired the pain, for the most oart, i still couldn't eat or drink, but i could sleep a litle. the best usage of this concept is when your say, hiking.
a few years ago i did this INSANE 28.5 mile hike in upland yosematy, including clods rest and half dome, and all the way down to curry village, in a day. boy, i was not ready phiscly for that. but i kept on going, far past my normal stamina. i'm still amzied that i did it.
the power of the mind is an amazing thing...
but while this has been going on, i've been thinking about one of my apiffany's from a while back-the idea of mind over matter. the idea that you can ignore pain, and push your self farhter then you should normaly go, by using your mind to block out pain, and wearyness. this idea has help my so much thorugh out my life, like this week with this painfull shit. i ignired the pain, for the most oart, i still couldn't eat or drink, but i could sleep a litle. the best usage of this concept is when your say, hiking.
a few years ago i did this INSANE 28.5 mile hike in upland yosematy, including clods rest and half dome, and all the way down to curry village, in a day. boy, i was not ready phiscly for that. but i kept on going, far past my normal stamina. i'm still amzied that i did it.
the power of the mind is an amazing thing...
Saturday, June 19, 2010
another day, and yet more bad habbits i need to stop
OK so I've been really bad this summer about eating good and exercising. today i looked at myself just lazing around the house, and i felt disgusted. so starting Monday, I'm going hardcore. very little meat, if at all. running/gym/hiking every day. getting good sleep. and gaaaaa fucking keeping to my regime. That's the hardest part. but i think this week I'll be able to do that.
got my bro Aaron's birthday party this week, still got to get all the money i need. and people keep asking me why I'm getting him such an expense present. here's why: I've known him for almost six years, and for three of them he was my best friend. he's still one of best friends, and I feel like that deserve rs some rearward. good friends are hard to find. then he's the only one out of my whole group to acutely get me something despite that i didn't have a party this year. and Finlay, 16 is a big step for any teen, and should be acknowlged as such.
ga I'm rambling on.
going to get up at 6:45 tomorrow to watch the Italy match tomorrow so i better hit the sack.
got my bro Aaron's birthday party this week, still got to get all the money i need. and people keep asking me why I'm getting him such an expense present. here's why: I've known him for almost six years, and for three of them he was my best friend. he's still one of best friends, and I feel like that deserve rs some rearward. good friends are hard to find. then he's the only one out of my whole group to acutely get me something despite that i didn't have a party this year. and Finlay, 16 is a big step for any teen, and should be acknowlged as such.
ga I'm rambling on.
going to get up at 6:45 tomorrow to watch the Italy match tomorrow so i better hit the sack.
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