http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiEIClZRU6I
also I've noticed since I've finished reading "Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance" I've seen the world in a completely new light. I've been able to think way deeper, and realize so much more. it's kinda crazy actually. and now i really want to talk philosophy with some one. if you're reading this post, go read this book. it will make you a better person(you guys are awesome already since you're reading this, but it will put you on par with Chuck Norris)
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
end of summer-start of school blog.
OK so yeah I've been pretty lazy with updating this thing, but I've been really busy between going crazy at the end of summer to being crazy at starting school.
but in this transitional period,and during summer too now that i think about it, I've been hanging out with awesome people I usually didn't hang out with during school last year, like Mimi, Jessy, and Otto. I've realized how deep they can be, and in this coming year of looking within, i think i'm going to value the insights of my friends even more then i have in the past. an that brings me to my next point:
this year i'm dedacating my self to learing, not just about what i have to for school, but from friends, enimes, and exprinces. i've stoped just gliding throught life, always thinking about the future, and instead am foucsing on THE MOMENT.
The realization that the immediate can tell you so much about the past and future, that it's all you should focus on. i have a feeling that this year is going to be a good one.
but in this transitional period,and during summer too now that i think about it, I've been hanging out with awesome people I usually didn't hang out with during school last year, like Mimi, Jessy, and Otto. I've realized how deep they can be, and in this coming year of looking within, i think i'm going to value the insights of my friends even more then i have in the past. an that brings me to my next point:
this year i'm dedacating my self to learing, not just about what i have to for school, but from friends, enimes, and exprinces. i've stoped just gliding throught life, always thinking about the future, and instead am foucsing on THE MOMENT.
The realization that the immediate can tell you so much about the past and future, that it's all you should focus on. i have a feeling that this year is going to be a good one.
Monday, August 16, 2010
"Once more into the breach, dear friends, once more"
Ok so school looks like it's going to be great.classes are awesome, i'm an upper upperclassmen now(wo-ho!) lol and I feel like I'm much more apt to deal with the work this year.
I had to drop us history honors to take Italian three, but thats fine, because I can still take the AP test at the end of the year.
I feel that as though I've grown a little more this summer. I was a bit of a spaz today, not going to lie, but i'm hopefully going to be fine by tomorrow. i feel good about this year, and i intend to get moving quickly very quickly.
I had to drop us history honors to take Italian three, but thats fine, because I can still take the AP test at the end of the year.
I feel that as though I've grown a little more this summer. I was a bit of a spaz today, not going to lie, but i'm hopefully going to be fine by tomorrow. i feel good about this year, and i intend to get moving quickly very quickly.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
a day of philosophizeing
today i had a long ass walk. the significance of such walks is that i end up thinking really deeply about the nature of the world we live in
the top aphanies that i had today:
that the arts are like a legend. they start with a simple tail, or story, or concept. and they are the truth. but with each retelling, each verbal recounting, the tale grows, and emphasizes the horrors of the tragedy, the greatness of the actions of heroes, and yet, they too are true
that people are like the stars and planets of the heavens. each one is different. some are balls of bright flaming gas, while other are frozen hell holes, while some are paradise incarnate. each is unique. but if you were to lesson the gap between them, make the hell holes more bearable, but paradise less so it is essayer to bring all of them further up. and their uniqueness will not vanish, but return tenfold with the advance meant of the whole
and yet at the same time, people are like French fries. some are awesome and curly and taste like heaven, some are gurby, mass manufactured and tasteless, while some , like home fries, appear to express the true nature of the fries, almost as to be entirely different. but fires are still fires, no matter what you call them, hide their flavor behind ketchup and other sauces, group them with hamburgers, cover them in yummy animal styleness, they are in the end: just fires, no more, no less
the top aphanies that i had today:
that the arts are like a legend. they start with a simple tail, or story, or concept. and they are the truth. but with each retelling, each verbal recounting, the tale grows, and emphasizes the horrors of the tragedy, the greatness of the actions of heroes, and yet, they too are true
that people are like the stars and planets of the heavens. each one is different. some are balls of bright flaming gas, while other are frozen hell holes, while some are paradise incarnate. each is unique. but if you were to lesson the gap between them, make the hell holes more bearable, but paradise less so it is essayer to bring all of them further up. and their uniqueness will not vanish, but return tenfold with the advance meant of the whole
and yet at the same time, people are like French fries. some are awesome and curly and taste like heaven, some are gurby, mass manufactured and tasteless, while some , like home fries, appear to express the true nature of the fries, almost as to be entirely different. but fires are still fires, no matter what you call them, hide their flavor behind ketchup and other sauces, group them with hamburgers, cover them in yummy animal styleness, they are in the end: just fires, no more, no less
Monday, July 12, 2010
break ups are hard
you know i hate the endings of realtion ships the most, becouse i end up thinking it's all my falt, and that it's me. me me me. why do i alwasy fuck up the good bits of life? why when i sudenly have everything i ever wanted to i go and wreak it? i hate hate hate hate HATE my inner self for making me feel like i need to. gah fuck my life
Monday, July 5, 2010
4th july
well well well!
awesome sauce stuff happened.
it all started with waking up at 12:07 and realized that i said i was going to a picnic at 12 with Tiona and Gina and well to make a long story short it really didn't start till like 2, so i was only 20min late(i blame the bus).and we hung out at the park for awhile talking and eating, then it was getting hella cold and stuff, so we headed back to my place (it was the closest) and we Hung out and watch Alex reads twilight and other YouTube stuff. so like around 5 they both left, and i was just Reading when my home boy will called me up and we deiced to try to gather some ppls, and we kinda failed at that,so we ended up going to Eli and jay's party at like 12:00, and it was awesome. met this awesome girl called Kenrda, and we were playing apples to apples and lighting fire works and stuff; it was awesome.buttt Willem is a light weight and quickly got very drunk, much to the rest of our amusement.
he spent 1/2 an hour chasing Eli, trying to steal his pants.after awhile of randomne stupid stuff like this, i deiced it was time to take will back to my place so he could crash/recover. i enlsted Kendra to help he, and after an hour of threathing, pleading, and dragging willem we Finlay got him to my house, after tucking him in to bead, me and Kendra had this awesome 5 hour long conversation,gah it was great. i made eggs for all three of us, and then we spent like an hour at borders and shit. after that we all went our spreate ways.
it was awesome
awesome sauce stuff happened.
it all started with waking up at 12:07 and realized that i said i was going to a picnic at 12 with Tiona and Gina and well to make a long story short it really didn't start till like 2, so i was only 20min late(i blame the bus).and we hung out at the park for awhile talking and eating, then it was getting hella cold and stuff, so we headed back to my place (it was the closest) and we Hung out and watch Alex reads twilight and other YouTube stuff. so like around 5 they both left, and i was just Reading when my home boy will called me up and we deiced to try to gather some ppls, and we kinda failed at that,so we ended up going to Eli and jay's party at like 12:00, and it was awesome. met this awesome girl called Kenrda, and we were playing apples to apples and lighting fire works and stuff; it was awesome.buttt Willem is a light weight and quickly got very drunk, much to the rest of our amusement.
he spent 1/2 an hour chasing Eli, trying to steal his pants.after awhile of randomne stupid stuff like this, i deiced it was time to take will back to my place so he could crash/recover. i enlsted Kendra to help he, and after an hour of threathing, pleading, and dragging willem we Finlay got him to my house, after tucking him in to bead, me and Kendra had this awesome 5 hour long conversation,gah it was great. i made eggs for all three of us, and then we spent like an hour at borders and shit. after that we all went our spreate ways.
it was awesome
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